Saturday, May 20

I dunno why it's affecting me soo much. I think it's beyond how much it shud be. Tears are rolling. It rolls around uncontrollably. I breakdown every nw and then. I dunno wad's happening. It's really affecting me a lot. I dunno.I guess i can nv be tat person. i'm tired of being so independent. i wanna be loved. i wanna be cared for. i wanna be taken care of when i'm sick. i wanna be missed when i'm missing. i wanna hav someone there for me when i wanna talk. bt i hav none of it nw.

it's rolling again.

PS: thanks to those who i've called and they did make an effort to listen to me.

*GERA|CHIFFON sCreaMed @
1:10 AM